He could never stop himself from longing for the good old days of his youth. As if that was the one time in his life when he could have done something about it all. Now things were all different, irreversible and the end was in sight. A choice had to be made to either keep harping about days long gone or make the best of the days still left. Logically the decision was easy but from deep inside of him he was unable to loose himself from the other choice.
seems to me like this is a delima that michael jackson has yet to deal with - or maybe he has and chose the not-so-logical choice
Yeah right, Michael Jackson. I would not consider his situation very normal at all, whereas many other people have a similar longing though to a much lesser extreme.